It is not that I wanted to,
But things became so convoluted,
Time just passed me by.
It is not that I meant to,
But in the midst of trying,
Everyone left me behind.
It is not the way I envisioned it so,
But when I turned around,
There was nowhere left to go.
It is not the way I saw it ending,
But each new beginning,
Left me feeling the same as before.